1. |
ROOT ROT
03:23
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Over
Water
Me or
Just
Push me away
My I
denti
ty has
Been
Broken for several days
I want
Your love
More than
I
Let on
But I
Don't know
If you
Can
Look past all of my stupid faults
Feel my
Root rot
Set in
I don't
Want to
Live like this
Feel my
Root rot
Set in
Feel my
Root rot
Set in
But i cannot bear to hear your voice
I cannot bear to hear your voice
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2. |
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Broken hearts all across the floor and I would hate to be an exception
But chemicals and animal bones are your preferred means of earning affection
Learn how to do it they say
It's the easiest
Easiest way
Easiest way
And I love to give but taking's more complex
I want to learn the optimal way
And what to do next
And I love to give but takings more complex
The ritual is getting out if hand
And my eyes are chasing now and my
Heart is racing now and my lungs
My lungs are heaving now
There's gotta be a better way to do this
There's gotta be a better way to do this
And I love to give but taking's more complex
I want to learn the optimal way
And what to do next
And I love to give but takings more complex
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3. |
ASPHALT
03:23
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I spend my days in a building
Under fluorescent lights
Sometimes it feels like a coffin
Sometimes I can't sleep through the night
I think my boss is a vampire
She sucks out all my blood
I think the moon is my best friend
I meet her every day for lunch
One day I'll finally leave the city
Quit my job and cut my ties
I've got my eyes on fields and snowbanks
I let the landscape calm my mind
Sometimes I can feel the pounding
Of my mistakes inside my head
I fear I cannot cure my illness
But I still have give it my best
So I will carry my presence gently
And with intention I will cast
All of my words and actions
Try to stay on the right path
Though I know that I am broken
I am still holy in her head
Learn to love the chaos of this life
While I wait for my latest death
I'll fall in love with the sunlight
Get reacquainted with my bike
And if my face ever meets the asphalt
Maybe I'll finally sleep at night
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4. |
PROMISE RING
02:36
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I buried my memories in a hole with rocks and dirt and hope
That my family can forget the things that I've learned
What I've learned
If the blood of family doesn't heal then my art will never fully reflect what i feel
What I feel
Take off my empty promise ring
Show me your soul
Tell me all the little things
I wanna know
Am I dead
Am I dead
Am I dead to you?
Am I dead
Am I dead
Am I dead to you?
Break me down before you leave
I have to stay I have to be
Someone else
Take off my empty promise ring
Show me your soul
Tell me all the little things
I wanna know
Am I dead
Am I dead
Am I dead to you?
Am I dead
Am I dead
Am I dead to you?
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5. |
HARVEST MOON
03:23
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Harvest moon you fill me
Renewed heart and energy
You are singing your song so sweetly
And as i look into your eyes I feel that you are looking back at me
Rejoice in death
Heat is laid to rest
Release what was repressed
Air will fill my chest
I am doing my best
To live without regret
Of all the stupid things i've said
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6. |
HOLDING MYSELF
03:23
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My homes the smell of bug spray and sun screen
The sound of wolves howling nearby when you're camping
I'm starting to forget the last time that I drank caffeine
I think I am learning
How to exist in my natural state
I love making you laugh
I love the look on your face
I love holding myself calmly inside while it rains
But i think that I have discovered peace exactly where i least expected to find it
This time I will not neglect a good phase for the sake of realistic worry
Lean back
Hold on to emotion I feel
My heart's
Suddenly unfrozen like i
Can break
Out of my older patterns
I love
Always moving forward
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7. |
WINTER RITUAL
02:38
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8. |
SPIRAL HYMN
03:23
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Oh oh oh
I want to dance in the storm
I want to to feel your power
I want to lose all control
I feel your power
Most at night when I am awake
And I am holding my breath
And focused in on my pain
Pray I'll recover
I know i know it's all the same
So I'll keep digging this hole and just hope and pray
The Holy Light Cycle
Will bring me back to me
I want to feel like myself
Feel like my heart still beats
Upward spiral
I love when everything feels complete
All the dots are connecting
I am one and I'm clean
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9. |
HOW TO DISAPPEAR
02:23
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Sweet fire breathe your life into me
I can feel you inside of my most tender moments when all is collapsing
Hold my hand
Hold my heart
Hold my tongue
Play my part
Feel the pain
Feel release
As a holy fire consumes me
Baptized by the light
Assimilate in the night
Maybe you can teach me
How to disappear
Water fills my lungs
My brains ecstatic and numb
I feel your voice inside
Of my every breath
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10. |
ANTIBODIES
02:23
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Why do I feel so sick all the time
It's like my body's not even mine
The cells inside my blood believe
That I am a powerful machine
I don't wanna let them down
I don't wanna let them down
I'm losing my mind but it was worth the wait
You hold me down I'm holding my faith
I like you more than than I like that girl in my head who tells me jokes
And keeps me grounded to the things that I actually know about myself
Yeah you keep me grounded
I don't wanna fix myself for you
It just feels like it's what I'm supposed to do right now
I'm working really hard to pick up the pieces of my shattered sense of self
And the girl in my head continues to take up more and more
Solid and powerful space
I don't want to let her down
I don't want to let her down
I love the person that I've become
It's a long long road but i think it's one
That I can stick to with a little help
So I'll call you up and show you my real self
I love the way that you make me feel
I love the way that you make me feel
I love the way that you make me feel
I love the way that you make me feel
I love you
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metagirl Manchester, UK
metagirl (fka aqua girl) is the solo project of Elora Faith ***** (Stars). she also yells and writes hooks as angel netcode for the trashcore band ANGEL_TECH.
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